Sigh, why did I do this to myself. Why did I go spend the
weekend in DC with Eden? It was perfect. Too perfect. We got there Friday
evening and went to Adams Morgan and had pizza with Baby Boy. It was odd but
Baby Boy was friendly right off the back. Sure he has seen Eden before , but
like once a year and thru videos, so I didn’t think he actually remembered or
was familiar with him.
Him and Eden played in the car and then he helped him with
his food as they laughed and joked. By the time we checked in at the hotel Baby
Boy was knocked out sleeping an Eden carried him in. We got settled in and I
was completely worn out. I was glad he had fell asleep and I immediately laid
him in the other bed in the suite and got settled in ours.
Eden immediately came over and laid with me and my heart
sank. Why did it feel so right when I knew it was so wrong? He had a girlfriend
at home, I don’t care how unhappy he claimed he was she was still his girl, and
I wasn’t. Eden’s excuse was their names were both on everything so once the
lease was done so was he, I’m naïve as they come but I called that BS. I did
understand a tad bit though because with Cam I was once in that place. Standing
on the fence. I hated him but I loved him. I wanted him to leave, but for our
child I figured it probably would be best if he stayed. That didn’t solve
anything though just bought on more headaches and arguments and I realized more
harm was being done then good.
Eden was around then too, but I realized I needed to cut him
off so I could have a clear head on what I needed to do with Cam. I didn’t want
to leave Cam FOR Eden. I wanted to leave Cam because it was the best thing for
us overall. Moreover, I think I did the right thing.
Anywho, Eden slid into bed next to me and inhaled my scent
long and hard. He always did that. Weirded me out every time but he said he
loved my “scent”. I threw my arms around his neck and just let the moment sink
in. I had been undecided on if I was going to have sex with him on my way
there, but of course all of that went out the window. I let him gently pull my
panties down, but he was no romantic.
“Where’s the thing?” he asked me looking around my private
area.
“What thing?” I sat up.
“The thing…. That you were in the hospital for, you wouldn’t
send me a pic, I wanna see” he continued to look.
“You are effing disgusting, its gone silly, and it wasn’t a
thing, it was a cyst” I laughed as he pushed me back down an worked his tongue
over my area that was giving me a million problems 2 weeks prior. Eden was a
certified freak and I loved it. Before I could gasp he put his whole face in my
mid-section. Yes back to front. My legs immediately started to shake and I
pulled at him. Of course, that didn’t deter him and he kept at it until I
flipped him over and climbed on top. I surprised myself, I was never a “on top”
kind of girl I preferred the guy to lead, but I was extremely horny. I was
really into it and I could tell Eden was too when it hit me out of nowhere that
we didn’t have on protection. I tried to jump back and he pulled me back.
“Nooooooo Eden, no no no, you just probably had ya nasty
sick in your girlfriend, and if she doing the same crap you doing who knows
what yall nasty tails could be spreading” I argued.
He sighed, “I haven’t fucked her in 3 weeks, and if she is
doing anyone, its her lame ex, he doesn’t get any girls” he said that like it
made it okay.
“You are a A-hole, I swear, that’s still nasty and I’m not
doing this without protection, its bad enough I’m doing it at all sheesh” I got
up and hopped in the shower. I ran hot water between my legs long and hard to
kill the burning flame that was telling me to eff it and go back out and finish
what we started and screw what consequences came with it. But the rational
women in me said no Jaycee, you did the right thing.
It was going to be a
long weekend!
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