Threesomes are hard work!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :(

I just seriously complicated my life.

It all started last weekend, I ended up going to take Baby Boy to see Cam. Visit actually turned out good. My Dad thought I came to see him so I ended up spending the day with him, Cam, and my 4 siblings my Dad has. Deacon was texting me periodically, and sometimes I wrote right back other times, I didn’t. I was having family time!

I’m going to just get right to it, I ended up sleeping with Cam, not once either, like 20 times that night. All night long, different positions and everything, I even found myself comparing the 2 (each is different in all areas though). I do not know what got into me, we were just having such a good time and getting along and just being us. Deacon had been irking me because I just felt like he was so judgmental and clearly, I am making excuses, I was just being a scandalous girlfriend.

Any who I got back home and met up with Deacon and now I’m in a love triangle. My Dad isn’t helping, he feels like Cam has really changed and means well and knows what he lost. Which is fine but he still lost his chance. Not going to diss Deacon when technically he’s done nothing wrong. Cam apparently was talking to this Lieutenant and shes as dumb as a doorknob. She wants kids and is aware he has three with just as many women. Well apparently after me and Baby Boy left, my Dad heard Cam call her up and tell her “We can’t talk anymore, I’m going to try to win my ex-wife back”. I asked him why the heck would he do that because he’s aware I talk to someone as well, who I’m pretty serious about.

“I just don’t want anything hindering me if I have the slightest chance with you, so she had to go” he had replied.

Ughhhh. This post is going to be short; I am in a bad place. Now I’m confused and juggling the two. What have I freaking done? I hate threesomes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!